Today is the first day of December. Hooray! I hope that soon I will be able to pursue my art career full-time. My therapist asked me if I was going to look for another job. I said, "No, I am going to build a reputation as an artist." Why get another job that I am not going to like anyway.

I have decided on what I want to be when I grow up. It is not easy and I may be a spectacular failure, but this is what I want to do. I want to be in charge. I don't like working for other people. I don't like rules. I get bored easily. I have no intention of ever taking another job just for a paycheck. I might work part-time somewhere, but I doubt it.