Going back to school is terrifying. I have been out of the art program for 1 1/2 years while I worked and paid bills. I went to my first class today and I didn't know anybody. Okay, I am acquainted with some of the people, but I know they don't like me. I don't smoke pot or cigarrettes, I have never even tried an illegal substance and I may have voted Republican once or twice in the past. All hanging offences in the Art Department. I am also an unashamed capitalist. I like money. I like making money. I like having money and spending money.
Oh my God, why did I think this was such a good idea? All of my agressive assertive genes go into hiding around new people and I feel helpless. I have to clean up this huge dirty room (you know how I love to clean). My idea of making art is about being alone. There are 21 people in my class.
I have to go to jewelry in about two hours. I hope I make it.
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You can do it! Just think of all the money you will make while everyone else in your classes will be known as starving artists. If I could drag my butt to India where I knew no one, then you can handle a few art classes in the liberal art dept. You'll get back in the groove of things in no time!
Thanks for the encouragement! Jewelry class was much better, the girls are cute and it is quite possible that the majority of them don't smoke. Yeah.
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